Wednesday, 3 December 2008
Mistakes
Bad
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to attach ‘bad’ to ‘mistakes/making mistakes’
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to link and connect ‘bad’ to ‘mistakes/making mistakes’
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have defined mistakes/making mistakes as bad
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that making mistakes is bad – that mistakes are bad
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge mistakes as being bad
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within the polarity manifestation of good and bad – in judging mistakes as bad
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge mistakes
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see mistakes for what they are – mis takes
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have created the opinion/image/belief/perception/idea/illusion that mistakes are BAAAAAD
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make something of mistakes in my head which it is not
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to interpret mistakes through and as the mind
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself according to mistakes
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see myself as bad when making a mistake
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have created the opinion/image/belief/perception/idea/illusion/interpretation that I am bad if I make a mistake
Failure
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to attach ‘failure’ to ‘mistakes/making mistakes’
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect and link ‘failure’ to ‘mistakes/making mistakes’
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have defined making mistakes as failing
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that failing and making mistakes are the same thing
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as a failure whenever I make a mistake
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe myself to be a failure whenever I make a mistake
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have created the idea/opinion/image/belief/perception/interpretation that making a mistake equals failing
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have created the idea/opinion/image/belief/perception/interpretation that if I make a mistake that this implies that I am a failure
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge mistakes as failing
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself for making mistakes as being a failure
Self-Judgment
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to attach ‘self judgment’ to ‘making a mistake’/’mistakes’
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to link and connect ‘self judgment’ to mistakes/making mistakes
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that mistakes/making mistakes implies self judgment
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself when I make a mistake
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself when I make a mistake – according to the ideas/perceptions/beliefs/opinions that I have (created) about what mistakes are and what they ‘imply’
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself according to something that is not even REAL
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be preoccupied by defining myself according to stuff that is not even real lolol
I forgiven myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to bother judging myself when I make a mistake
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to dwell in self judgment when I make a mistake instead of looking at the mistake practically and do it over and over again until I stop mis taking.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I have to judge myself for making mistakes
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have created the opinion/idea/image/belief/perception that I should judge myself and that I have to judge myself when I make a mistake
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have made a religion out of judging myself for making mistakes lol
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself that see and realise that self judgment is not real – and not valid
Belief that mistakes are not allowed – everything must go perfect
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to attach ‘not allowed’ to ‘mistakes/making mistakes’
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect and link ‘not allowed’ to ‘mistakes/making mistakes’
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have defined mistakes and making mistakes as NOT ALLOWED
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have created an opinion/idea/image/belief/perception about mistakes/making mistakes that looks like this : NOT ALLOWED lol
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that mistakes/making mistakes is not allowed
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to limit myself within not allowing myself to make mistakes
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have created the opinion/image/idea/belief/perception that everything must go perfect from the very first time and that no mistakes are allowed
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that I am limiting myself within accepting the belief that mistakes are not allowed
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that the belief - that mistakes is not allowed – does not actually serve me - and thus I let it go
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to link and connect ‘everything must go perfect’ to ‘mistakes/making mistakes’
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to attach ‘everything must go perfect’ to ‘making mistakes/mistakes’
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have set up a rule for myself that everything must go perfect
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to limit myself within wanting to do everything right from the first time
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that the belief - that everything I do must go perfect from the very first time – does not serve me – and thus I let it go
Right/Wrong
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to attach ‘right/wrong’ to ‘mistakes/making mistakes’
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect and link ‘right/wrong’ to ‘mistakes/making mistakes’
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to interpret mistakes according to right/wrong – according to morality – according to polarity
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to place mistakes/making mistakes within polarity
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to interpret and experience mistakes from a polarity perspective
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in polarity within defining mistakes/making mistakes as wrong
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in polarity within defining not making a mistake/no mistakes as right
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that it is wrong to make mistakes
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear doing something ‘wrong’ as in making a mistake
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have defined mistakes as wrong
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take mistakes personally
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to place mistakes within the box of “WRONG!”
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I should do everything right – and that I cannot make mistakes
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to worry whether what I do is right or wrong
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within polarity mindgames to keep myself occupied and distracted from what is really HERE
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that there is no ‘right’ or ‘wrong’
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed ‘right’ and ‘wrong’ to be valid opinions within myself
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to justify the opinions that exist within me of what is right and wrong
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have attached and placed value, worth and meaning into ‘right’ and ‘wrong’
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that ‘right’ and ‘wrong’ are simply opinions and thus not real
Fear of judgment
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear making mistakes because of fear what other people might maybe possibly think about me
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not allow myself to make mistakes out of the fear what other people might maybe possibly think of me
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be pre occupied with what people think of me – and in this occupation/distraction keep myself from giving myself space – allowing myself to make mistakes and expand myself within and through this
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear making mistakes because of fear that other people might judge me for the mistakes I make
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself for making mistakes
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to expect and anticipate judgment from others if I were to make a mistake
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take other people their judgments personally and believe that because they react to me making a mistake that there is something wrong with ME
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take it personally when I make a mistake – and thus take other people their judgments personally as a validation that I fucked up and that I suck
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to rather not take risks because I do not want to find out afterwards that I was indeed wrong – that I made a mistake and thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to limit myself within this BIG TIME
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to give fuck all about what other people think of me
Holding back – “what if”
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold back within the fear of making mistakes
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I should fear mistakes
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to attach ‘fear’ to ‘mistake/making mistakes’
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to link and connect ‘fear’ to ‘mistake/making mistakes’
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have created the idea/image/opinion/belief/perception that mistakes/making mistakes should be feared
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have conditioned myself into fearing mistakes/making mistakes
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to limit myself within the fear of making a mistake – as in holding back – instead of pushing and breathing through the fear and just going for it unconditionally – for me
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to sit and ponder about “what if’ – instead of taking directive action in self trust
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to bother about “what ifs”
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be pre occupied with “what ifs”
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that worrying and thinking about ‘what ifs’ is what it is = A BIG WASTE OF TIME
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I have a choice
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to look at things from the perspective of having a choice
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that only systems have got choice
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that when I consider choice – I am already being dishonest with myself
Control
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to attach ‘control’ to ‘mistakes/making mistakes’
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to link and connect ‘control’ to ‘mistakes/making mistakes’
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate in constant and continuous control within the fear of possibly making a mistake
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to practice control non stop because of the fear of making a mistake
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to practice and participate in control because I haven’t let go of the fear of making a mistake
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to trust myself unconditionally and within that let go of all fear and thus let go of control
Trust – Direction –Movement
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deny myself self trust within the fear of making a mistake
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deny myself self direction within the fear of making a mistake
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deny myself self movement within the fear of making a mistake
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that self trust – self direction and self movement is HERE as ME and that there is no reason to fear mistakes
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to limit myself within denying myself self trust
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to limit myself within denying myself self movement
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to limit myself within denying myself self direction
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that I am deliberately putting myself in a situation where I am stuck – as there is no self movement, self trust of self direction involved – all because of my fear of maybe possibly making a mistake
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compromise myself within the fear of making mistakes
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realise that I am compromising myself within denying myself self trust – self direction and self movement
I let go
I do not accept and allow myself to compromise myself over some stupid fear that doesn’t make sense at all
I let go of fear
I trust myself
I direct myself
I move myself
And I ENJOOOOOY myself hihihi lolol
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