I
forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
participate within and as back chat
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
place my
trust in back chat
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
have given my back chat my permission to do with me as it wants in terms of how
I will
experience myself during my day and shifting from mood to mood
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to
breathe effectively
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
believe that back chat is valid
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
see back chat as a part of “Who I Am” and what makes me – ME – and thus I
forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold on to
individuality and uniqueness
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see and realise that no-one is unique as we are all just pre-programmed
organic robots following our back chat
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
give my power away to the voices inside my head
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see and realise that having voices inside one’s head is disturbing and
should be checked out
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
believe that it is normal to have
thoughts running inside one’s head that
no-one else can hear
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
believe that everyone should have the right to ‘privacy’ as ‘back chat’
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see and realise that this implies that everyone should be allowed to have
their private room where they can abuse and have back stabbing thoughts about
one another
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
have split myself where I am one person on the outside and another within my
back chat as my secret mind
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
value my back chat
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
believe that my back chat keeps me safe
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
believe that my back chat provides me with guidance and structure
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see and realise that the only ‘guidance’ my back chat provides me is how to
remain within my limited bubble of reality and not change into a person who
acts within the interest of what is
Best for All
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see and realise that my back chat will only ever keep me within a closed
loop where I always end up at the same point and never ever move or expand
myself within me
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to stop my back chat
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
participate within the same back chat
patterns over and over again, day by day –
even though I know where this pattern goes, all the thoughts that is going to
come next after the initial initiating thought and how I am going to just come
back to the same spot and later repeat the same cycle all over again
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see and realise that each time I participate within a pattern and repeat it,
I am only making it harder for myself to work through the particular point as
each repetition is another layer being added within myself which I will later
have to remove – instead of seeing and realising that if I simply stop and not
participate within back chat, there are no layers to be added that need to be
removed later – which allows me then
to work with what is already here, which is already plenty to work with in terms
of walking myself backwards and getting to a point of nothingness
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see and realise that I decide the direction, duration and difficulty level
of my own process within every breath within the decision to either breathe
effectively or not
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see and realise that
Desteni has been repeating the same message, the same
principle over and over again throughout all the years – where nothing has
changed except the words used from time to time – where each time a new word is
used to describe the same thing I accept and allow myself to be moved and be
motivated to “take myself on” instead of me moving myself within the
understanding of the core, base, principle of the message which hasn’t changed
in any way whatsoever – yet I have not moved myself to apply it
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to apply myself within the understanding of the
Desteni message
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
be moved by energy, where each time apparently a “new point” opens up – which is
the same point under a different name – I will accept and allow myself to be
moved and “get back in there” – instead of seeing and realising that nothing
has changed in fact and that this movement is self-deception as it was
initiated from an outside source instead of
me moving myself within the
understanding of what has to be done and what is Best for All Life
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see and realise that if after all these years I am still not applying the
basic Desteni
principles such as breathing in every moment and stopping any
thoughts, emotions and feelings inside myself within every moment: that there
is something seriously wrong with my capability of doing simple things as these
are very simple steps/guidelines to stick to yet I have not disciplined myself
to apply these within every moment of breath
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to apply myself within every moment of breath
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
postpone applying myself within every moment of breath
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see and realise that I am only
compromising myself within not applying
myself within every moment of breath
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
make up justifications and excuses as to why I am not applying myself within
every moment of breath
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
abuse and dishonour breath through expecting my human physical body to work and
function for me unconditionally 24/7 without giving it a moment’s consideration
and being here with and as my human physical body to support me within every
single moment of
breath
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
have created a pattern where I will resort to breath within those moment that I
have accepted and allowed myself to have defined as “difficult’ and those
moments/experiences which I do not want to experience – but where I will not
breathe effectively within every single moment of my day and in those moments
where I experience myself as “good” as these are moments/experiences that I do
not want to change
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use
breath selectively only in those moments where I
want to change instead of being here as breath within every single
moment within the consideration of what’s Best for All and not my limited
self-interest
desires and wants
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see and realise that I won’t get anywhere as long as I am selective in terms
of what I like and what I dislike – where both polarities require to be addressed
but where I will be more engaged towards stopping the “bad”, “negative” experiences
and not give much attention to the “good”, “
positive” experiences
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see and realise that it is useless to address the “bad” if one is not going
to address the “good” as both are sides of the same coin
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see and realise that I cannot expect myself to change COMPLETELY if I am
going to be selective about what I want
and don’t want to change
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see and realise that I have been wasting my time
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to
GET REAL
Self-Forgiveness and Commitment Statements to follow within
next Blog
