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Saturday, 13 July 2013
Day 221: Who’s the Bad Guy? Who’s to Blame? - Part 2
This blog is a continuation to the otter story in Day 222: Who’s the Bad Guy? Who’s to Blame? – Part 1.
What most people will do when they find out they have a ‘predator problem’, is to find the animal and kill, say by trapping it, gunning it or putting out bait with poison. Killings may not occur anymore and it looks like the situation is ‘fixed’. This is however a very limited way of looking at things, where we look at a problem in isolation of its context. We’re in fact not really fixing anything by just ‘killing the animal’, but merely removing a symptom of a bigger problem.
Each animal has a very specific habitat/environment which supports it, which is supposed to provide the animal with its suitable diet. When a disequilibrium takes place in any one of the points that keeps everything going / keeps everything in place in terms of having a functional ecosystem where all are supported, things start going wrong one by one.
If you take the otter for instance, he’s supposed to be eating fish, crabs and frogs. He is living in a ‘humanized’ area where there is not much ‘wild nature’ available for him to thrive. There are limitations like fences and waters which have been polluted due to human activity. Now there are no crabs and fish around, and he doesn’t have much other place to go that would be more suitable in the direct environment. So now he’s eating whatever else he can get his hands on: ducks, geese, chickens, random birds. He does not really want to eat these animals but was forced to because his environment was out of harmony. Now we have for instance a situation where we have no more male ducks left and thus the ducks have no way of making babies (though we can just buy more males, but this is not always possible in every situation). So there, another point of disharmony has been created which will have further consequence. When I put out birdseed for the wild birds in the morning by the river, I also see a lot of his poop lying around. What’s interesting here is that he is not even able to digest the meat he is eating properly. There are lots of undigested pieces of meat present in his poo. So obviously, this diet is not for him. So it’s really kind of a lose-lose situation where ducks and geese are dying and at the same time they are dying so he can sustain himself but it’s not really doing the job.
So it’s easy to go ‘oooh look, there’s the culprit! Damn otter!!’ – but he is also just being a victim of his environment and the conditions he found himself within. We can then keep on pointing at each little point that was out of place somewhere down the line that caused him / drove him to the behaviour he currently adopted for the sake of survival. The thing is that, just like with the money system, we can’t just fix nature and the animals by only changing ‘one point’. Nature and the Animal Kingdom are one whole, one interconnected system. To fix one problem you really have to always go back to the whole and ensure that the whole system is sound and in a state of harmony in all ways. If you look at Nature, it is quite fine working and sustaining itself, by itself, when left alone. Once you bring in the human factor, disharmony starts occurring as we through our ignorance and arrogance start appropriating land that we believe are ‘entitled’ to, which animals then lose. So if we really want to point fingers for these type of events where predators come and eat livestock – it’s really a matter of pointing it at yourself since the human has been the main cause of disrupting harmony in the nature and animal kingdom. We are also the only one’s who are in a position to fix this and to restore balance to the earth.
Each animal has a very specific habitat/environment which supports it, which is supposed to provide the animal with its suitable diet. When a disequilibrium takes place in any one of the points that keeps everything going / keeps everything in place in terms of having a functional ecosystem where all are supported, things start going wrong one by one.
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Tuesday, 11 June 2013
Day 214: Time is Money – Part 2
This blog is in continuation to:
Day 211: Don't Be So Ridiculous!
Day 212: Time is Money
Day 213: Arguments of Convenience
When and as I see myself contemplating a particular activity whereby I am checking whether the following activity will be productive in monetary terms in some way or another, and then use this variable as part of my decision making as to why I should or shouldn’t do something – I stop and I breathe – I see and realize that we currently live in a system which is money driven as a reflection of the values we uphold, but this does not mean that these are the values we should uphold. I thus commit myself to re-evaluate where I am standing, where my values are at and make my decision on what needs to be done which may or may not be related to monetary advancement / productivity.
When and as I see myself react to someone telling me to ‘stop it’ or ‘get over it already’, wherein I perceive their remark as being an indicator that I am ‘being ridiculous’ – I stop and I breathe – I see and realize that I decide who I am in every moment and thus I commit myself to be here within breath, check my starting point and ‘who I am’ in relation to the activity I am dong – and accordingly either stop or continue with the activity depending on my feedback within self-investigation
When and as I see myself evaluating/analyzing the ‘worthwhileness’ of an activity based on its monetary returns (either directly or indirectly) – I stop and I breathe – I see and realize that we are currently living in a world where only money determines what is worthwhile, yet this is not what should be valued – and so I commit myself to relinquish the rule that ‘only those activities which will provide monetary gain in some way or another are worthwhile’ and to adopt an approach of balance where I tend to those activities which require to be done within the context of the current system and to those activities which are in alignment with a system that is best for all and cares for life
When and as I see myself evaluating activities based on the motto ‘Time is Money’ – I stop and I breathe – I see and realize that as long as we all live by this motto we will never have / find a way out of it – as the solution lies outside money being the solitary value in life. I commit myself to breathe, ground myself within my human physical body and remind myself of what really matters and what steps are required to be taken to get to a different way of life
When and as I see myself accessing an energy of ridiculousness in relation to having been told that I must stop what I am doing and do something which is more in alignment in this world in order to be taken seriously – I stop and I breathe – I see and realize that the remark is nothing personal but merely indicates the speakers acceptance and allowance as defeat within having submitted to ‘the way things are’ where one should just ‘make the best of it’ and not ‘waste one’s time pursuing change’. I commit myself to ground myself within and as my human physical body, within breath, to release / let go of any energy and to further investigate any reactions within Self Forgiveness and Self Corrective Statements
When and as I see myself accessing an energy of ‘hurt’ in relation to how my parents treated me in terms of ‘prepping me for this world’ – I stop and I breathe – I see and realize that they were merely doing what they thought was right / would provide me with the necessary survival skills to have some sort of ‘nice life’ within the system. I commit myself to forgive my parents as myself and walk as the solution / example as how I would have like to have been treated
Day 211: Don't Be So Ridiculous!
Day 212: Time is Money
Day 213: Arguments of Convenience
When and as I see myself react to someone telling me to ‘stop it’ or ‘get over it already’, wherein I perceive their remark as being an indicator that I am ‘being ridiculous’ – I stop and I breathe – I see and realize that I decide who I am in every moment and thus I commit myself to be here within breath, check my starting point and ‘who I am’ in relation to the activity I am dong – and accordingly either stop or continue with the activity depending on my feedback within self-investigation
When and as I see myself evaluating/analyzing the ‘worthwhileness’ of an activity based on its monetary returns (either directly or indirectly) – I stop and I breathe – I see and realize that we are currently living in a world where only money determines what is worthwhile, yet this is not what should be valued – and so I commit myself to relinquish the rule that ‘only those activities which will provide monetary gain in some way or another are worthwhile’ and to adopt an approach of balance where I tend to those activities which require to be done within the context of the current system and to those activities which are in alignment with a system that is best for all and cares for life
When and as I see myself evaluating activities based on the motto ‘Time is Money’ – I stop and I breathe – I see and realize that as long as we all live by this motto we will never have / find a way out of it – as the solution lies outside money being the solitary value in life. I commit myself to breathe, ground myself within my human physical body and remind myself of what really matters and what steps are required to be taken to get to a different way of life
When and as I see myself accessing an energy of ridiculousness in relation to having been told that I must stop what I am doing and do something which is more in alignment in this world in order to be taken seriously – I stop and I breathe – I see and realize that the remark is nothing personal but merely indicates the speakers acceptance and allowance as defeat within having submitted to ‘the way things are’ where one should just ‘make the best of it’ and not ‘waste one’s time pursuing change’. I commit myself to ground myself within and as my human physical body, within breath, to release / let go of any energy and to further investigate any reactions within Self Forgiveness and Self Corrective Statements
When and as I see myself accessing an energy of ‘hurt’ in relation to how my parents treated me in terms of ‘prepping me for this world’ – I stop and I breathe – I see and realize that they were merely doing what they thought was right / would provide me with the necessary survival skills to have some sort of ‘nice life’ within the system. I commit myself to forgive my parents as myself and walk as the solution / example as how I would have like to have been treated
Related articles
Day 212: Time is Money
Day 203: My Head is like a Broken Record
Day 210: Blinded by the Light/Shine of Money
Day 213: Arguments of Convenience
Day 334 - Projecting me into tomorrow.
Day 361 ‚I' am Not: „I don't want to do my responsibilities"!
Day 364 Justifying my Resistance through „I just don't want to do my responsibilities, that's it."
Day 367 Why do I fear going to another country? Imaginations? Movies?
Day 178: Intelligent Principle as Rejection and Approval... Not!
Friday, 7 June 2013
Day 211: Don't Be So Ridiculous!
The other day I found an open space in my schedule of about
20-30 min and I was wondering what I could do. My body was a bit tired from the
activities of the day so I was looking at doing something restful, and then
decided I wanted to do some progressive muscle relaxation (where you start with
your toes and tighten the muscles of your toes and then let them relax, and so
go through all the muscles/limbs of your body until you end with your head). I
then imagined myself doing it and became quite uncomfortable, where within me
imagining myself doing it, I was 'looking at it' as if I was 'someone else' and
then thought that this exercise is/looks ridiculous and suddenly I became embarrassed
that I wanted to do it and then I ended up not doing it.
I then remembered how when I was a kid and wanted to do
stuff to explore nature/myself as my body -- my mother would eventually notice
it / find out about it and make remarks that 'I was being ridiculous' and
'shouldn't bother with these things'. They were regarded as childish phases
which my mom was waiting for me to go through/transition so that I could 'get
back down to Earth' and leave my fantasies behind and focus more on things like
studying, reading or whatever was going to prepare me for the 'Real World',
which was basically the 'Money World'. Obviously, there was no time and space
to explore nature/our bodies in the world of money and was considered to 'just
be a waste of time' and something that'll 'get you nowhere'. So then I would
shamefully stop whatever I was doing, and be embarrassed that my mother still
had to point out to me 'at this age' that I should occupy myself with other
things.
Initially when I explored spirituality and in the end
Desteni I always felt uncomfortable about it because it wasn't anything that
was 'going to make me money' and 'get me somewhere in this world'. So I wasn't
particularly open about it when I was for instance browsing through the website
(if my mother would come in I would quickly close the browser) or doing
Self-Forgiveness, or just sitting/lying and practicing 4 count Breathing. I
felt like I was busy doing something ridiculous and should just quit it
already. So now when I am faced with opportunities where I can explore my body
or do things like Self Forgiveness out loud -- I feel embarrassed and
ridiculous because "c'mon -- who does that??" (lol, here I now also
remember all the snide remarks and comments from my friends when I would talk
about things like getting in touch with yourself). For instance, at the end of
one of our 'baby-talks' with Bernard and the Fetus, he said I should
investigate what each vertebrae of my spine stands for, within utilizing
breath. I said 'ok' -- but was thinking that I should probably not even bother,
because there's no way I can do this. And the reason why I thought it was
because I was judging it as 'ridiculous' and 'stupid' and there's no way I am
going to waste my time on this 'fantasy stuff' and should do more productive
things. So within knowing that I wasn't going to do it I already made up my
mind that I wasn't going to be able to do it. And I remember the first time I
practiced I was having such a hard time even getting AWARE of my spine and in a
way 'finding my spine in my body', that I wanted to give up almost immediately
and that 'I don't need to do this stupid shit, see it doesn't work it's just a
fantasy, I'm just going to stop now and do more important things that actually
matter' (though there I did just continue practicing until I fell asleep)
So even now when I want to do the spine thing or things like
progressive muscle relaxation to practice being more here with and as my body
-- the 'ridiculous' paranoia comes and shows its face and immediately basically
be 'bullies me down' into not doing it or giving up almost immediately. So this
is a point I want to look at and investigate, how things that are actually
relevant are made to be 'ridiculous' and those things that don't matter have
taken on Godly proportions like the money system. (Not that money doesn't
matter, but that the values our current money system represents are distorted).
Related articles
Day 364 - May I speak Please Part 2
Day 33 - Forgive me Father for I have Sinned!
Day 210: Blinded by the Light/Shine of Money
Day 357 - Writing about who I am within Writing Part 2
Day 209: Correcting instead of Sidestepping
Day 396: Paranoia: the Home of Human Reason - Part Two
I am Insecure, What do you think of me - Day 346
Day 229: Can Equality only be Achieved through Inequality? | Equality and Human Rights - Part 7
Day 225: Equality and Disinformation - Equality and Human Rights - Part 4
Day 208: Freedom and Limitation - Two Sides fof the Same Coin
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Tuesday, 4 June 2013
Day 210: Blinded by the Light/Shine of Money
Continuation to:
Day 206: Uncovering the Mysteries of Self: Just Follow the Money!
Day 207: Buying Power and the Idea of Freedom
Day 208: Freedom and Limitation - Two Sides fof the Same Coin
Day 206: Uncovering the Mysteries of Self: Just Follow the Money!
Day 207: Buying Power and the Idea of Freedom
Day 208: Freedom and Limitation - Two Sides fof the Same Coin
When and as I see myself experiencing what I believe to be ‘freedom’
– I stop and I breathe – I see and realize that I have defined freedom within
energy in the past and thus I commit myself to check whether or not I am coming
from an energetic starting point and walk the necessary corrections to correct
myself
When and as I see myself experiencing ‘freedom’ in relation to
money as a positive energetic charge – I stop and I breathe – I see and realize
that I am coming from a polarity construct where I am used to having a negative
experience in relation to money or what money will not allow when it is absent –
and thus I commit myself to bring myself back here within and as breath, in and
as my human physical body and let go of the energetic connection. I see and realize
that things are nice when there is money and that things are not nice when
there is no money and thus I commit myself to change the way the current money system operates so we can get this sorted once and for all – and to not allow
myself to be carried away by positive/negative energies -- so that future
generations do not need to go into polarity experiences in relation to money or
create psychological disorders around money simply because it is not always
there
When and as I see myself experiencing a positive energetic charge upon purchasing something – I stop and I breathe – I see and realize that the positive energetic experience I am having is a delusion based on a money system of inherent negativity as limitation and unnecessary suffering – I see and realize that by falling into the trap of ‘experiencing money positively’ I am in fact glorifying a genocide machine which cares only for itself. Thus I commit myself to breathe and ground myself into and as my human physical body and remind myself of what needs to be done/walked in order to change the money system/world system that is in fact Best for All as the only “Positive” way Money can ever exist
When and as I see myself accumulating / building up a desire to buy something, and where this desire grows stronger over time – I stop and I breathe – I see and realize that I am attempting to balance out an opposite polarity experience and thus I commit myself to investigate where this ‘desire’ all of a sudden comes from and to address the point of negativity to assist and support myself in remaining here, stable
When and as I see myself being angry at my parents / blaming them / complaining about how they treated me/us (the children) with money – I stop and I breathe – I see and realize that they have never had practical support in relation to money and parenting as such assistance and support has never existed for anyone, where they merely did ‘what they thought was right’/’would yield the best result’ for them/us/the finances and so I commit myself to forgive and let go and to walk as an example
When and as I see myself experiencing a positive energetic charge upon purchasing something – I stop and I breathe – I see and realize that the positive energetic experience I am having is a delusion based on a money system of inherent negativity as limitation and unnecessary suffering – I see and realize that by falling into the trap of ‘experiencing money positively’ I am in fact glorifying a genocide machine which cares only for itself. Thus I commit myself to breathe and ground myself into and as my human physical body and remind myself of what needs to be done/walked in order to change the money system/world system that is in fact Best for All as the only “Positive” way Money can ever exist
When and as I see myself accumulating / building up a desire to buy something, and where this desire grows stronger over time – I stop and I breathe – I see and realize that I am attempting to balance out an opposite polarity experience and thus I commit myself to investigate where this ‘desire’ all of a sudden comes from and to address the point of negativity to assist and support myself in remaining here, stable
When and as I see myself being angry at my parents / blaming them / complaining about how they treated me/us (the children) with money – I stop and I breathe – I see and realize that they have never had practical support in relation to money and parenting as such assistance and support has never existed for anyone, where they merely did ‘what they thought was right’/’would yield the best result’ for them/us/the finances and so I commit myself to forgive and let go and to walk as an example
Related articles
Day 209: Correcting instead of Sidestepping
Day 208: Freedom and Limitation - Two Sides fof the Same Coin
Day 206: Uncovering the Mysteries of Self: Just Follow the Money!
Day 207: Buying Power and the Idea of Freedom
Day 373: The Sanctity of the Mind
DAY 380: Capitalism is just another Word for Casino
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