Timeline

April 2012


Day 1: Words
Day 2: Death of a Pet
Day 3: Abroad
Day 4: Parrots
Day 5: Give me Something to Break!

May 2012 

Day 6: Fear of Something Going Wrong & Wanting to be in Control
Day 7: Letting Go of Fear
Day 8: Know it All

June 2012

Day 9: Fear of War 
Day 10: Consumerism and the Pursuit of Happiness
Day 11: Anxiety and Me - Part 1
Day 12: Anxiety and Me - Part 2
Day 13 - Fear of Failure - Anxiety and Me - Part 3
Day 14 - Trusting Fear - Anxiety and Me - Part 4
Day 15: Self as Creator - Fear and Me - Part 5
Day 16: Anger and Me - Introduction
Day 17: Betrayal – Anger and Me – Part 2
Day 18: Angry at the World – Anger and Me – Part 3
Day 19 – Power-less – Anger and Me – Part 4
Day 20: Angry People – Anger and Me – Part 5
Day 21: Back Chat – Nothing has Changed – Part 1
Day 22: Back Chat - Self-Correction - Part 2

July 2012

Day 23: Decisions
Day 24: Life as a CharActor
Day 25: Eating Energy

August 2012

Day 26: Ticks and Tick Bite Fever
Day 27: Ticks and Tick Bite Fever – Part 2
Day 28: Ticks and Tick Bite Fever – Part 3
Day 29: Fear of Speaking - Part 1
Day 30: Fear of Speaking - Part 2 
Day 31: Fear of Speaking - Part 3
Day 32: Fear of Speaking - Part 4
Day 33: Fear of Speaking - Part 5
Day 34: Fear of Speaking - The End
Day 35: Reversing Trust
Day 36: Self as Creator
Day 37: What’s Happening to Me?!
Day 38: Being Sick is So BAD! Or is it?
Day 39: What if something’s Wrong with Me?
Day 40: This is What Death Looks Like
Day 41: What if I become Useless?
Day 42: Why?
Day 43: Can't Stand the Sight of Blood


September 2012

Day 44: Taking Things Personal
Day 45: Who am I as my Body?
Day 46: Running on Automated Pilot
Day 47: Studying and Fear
Day 48: Studying and Fear - Part 2
Day 49: Studying and Fear - Part 3
Day 50: Here -- Yet Lightyears away
Day 51: Shocking Sounds
Day 52: Prelude - Don't take anything for Granted
Day 53: I Am Robot
Day 54: Reading Sounds
Day 55: Sounds as Reference
Day 56: Fearing Myself 
Day 57: Sound of Laughter
Day 58: Reasoning as Self-Sabotage
Day 59: What are you Laughing at?
Day 60: Paranoia
Day 61:  Self-Disappointment
Day 62: There Must be Something Wrong!
Day 63: Keeping the Wheels Turning
Day 64: Holding on to Myself
Day 65: Fear of Sharing
Day 66: Valuing my Inner Space

October 2012

Day 67: You can HEAR me?!
Day 68: My Mind, My Saviour
Day 69: Fear of Sharing – Part 2
Day 70: Fear of Others as Myself
Day 71: Fear of Others as Myself – Part 2
Day 72: I Can’t do This!
Day 73: What do I feel like doing?
Day 74: What do I feel like doing? – Part 2
Day 75: What do I feel like doing? – Part 3
Day 76: Wanting to be Liked
Day 77: Confessions of a Child Junkie
Day 78: Self-Rejection
Day 79: What Have I Done?
Day 80: What Have I Done? - Part 2
Day 81: I'm a Lost Cause, Let me Save You
Day 82: Self-Completion
Day 83: Sweet! I can get Angry now
Day 84: Vengeance is Mine
Day 85: No More Grudges
Day 86: I'm Never going to Talk to you Again!
Day 87: Waking Up from a Dream
Day 88: Fear of the Past Repeating Itself
Day 89: Holding Back
Day 90: Holding Back - Part 2
Day 91: Always Expect the Worst, Like that you won’t get Disappointed
Day 92: Always Expect the Worst - Part 2
Day 93: Using the Dead's name in Vain
Day 94: Mourning as Excuse to have Pity-Party
Day 95: Mourning as Excuse to have Pity-Party - Part 2


November 2012

Day 96: Don't you just LOVE Complaining?
Day 97: Don't you just LOVE Complaining? - Part 2
Day 98: Stress Management
Day 99: Stress Management - Part 2
Day 100: Stress Management - Part 3
Day 101: Is my TV a Secret Mind Control Device?
Day 102: Mind Control is Everywhere!
Day 103: Mind Control is Everywhere! Part 2
Day 104: Identity Crisis: Am I Real or Am I the Product of Behavioural Conditioning?
Day 105: Identity Crisis: What's the Use?
Day 106: Regret
Day 107: Showing my True Colours
Day 108: Compromising Over Fear
Day 109: Stop Crying! Everyone's watching You!
Day 110: Fear as Quick Fix Parenting Technique
Day 111: Is Crying a Sign of Weakness?
Day 112: Food Preferences - Body or Mind?
Day 113: Food & The Religion of Self - Part 1
Day 114: Food & The Religion of Self - Part 2
Day 115: Food & The Religion of Self - Part 3
Day 116: Is Brainwashing Possible?
Day 117: The Power of Thought
Day 118: The Power of Thought: Time Warp
Day 119: The Power of Thought - Part 3
Day 120: Intelligence and Deception
Day 121: How we Ruin our Lives with Memories
Day 122: The Animal Kingdom Speaks: Teachings from a Sheep
Day 123: An Innocent Sigh?
Day 124: *Sigh* - a Sound says More than a Thousand Words
Day 125: I am the Centre of the Universe!
Day 126: Sigh - Part 4
Day 127: Sigh - Part 5

December 2012


Day 128: Sigh - Part 6 
Day 129: Doomsday is Upon us! 
Day 130: Holding Myself Back  
Day 131: Timidity 
Day 132: How we Bring Personality Traits into Being 
Day 133: Managing vs. Correcting My Inner Reality 
Day 134: Living by the Rule of Fear 
Day 135: Stopping the Pattern 
Day 136: Walking Back in Time 
Day 137: Re-Acting Reactive Reactions 
Day 138: Move or Be Moved 
Day 139: Taking things Personal is Self-Interest 
Day 140: Opting for Avoidance over Change 
Day 141: Why are you so Mean to Me? 
Day 142: Respecting Beliefs 
Day 143: Busted! 
Day 144: Moving Beyond Self 
Day 145: From Reaction to Self-Reflection 
Day 146: Death of a Horse 
Day 147 & 148: Aftermath - Death of a Horse 
Day 149: Interpretation vs Seeing & Correcting 
Day 150: How Dare you make me Feel Bad?
Day 151: My Way or the Highway
Day 152: Things are Not Always what they Seem
Day 153: Body – Marionette of the Mind
Day 154: Cutting the Strings


January 2013

Day 155: Introduction – Starving Myself
Day 156: Wanting Passion and Purpose in Life
Day 157: Generating an Eating Disorder – The Power of Thoughts - Part 1
Day 158: Generating an Eating Disorder - The Power of Images - Part 2.
Day 159: Generating an Eating Disorder – The Power of Writing - Part 3
Day 160: Eating Disorders and Contradictions
Day 161: Become an Image and be Treated as an Image
Day 162: Eating Disorders and Unforetold Consequences
Day 163: Mistaking Obsession for Passion
Day 164: Eating Disorders as Perfection of Mind Dominance
Day 165: Eating Disorders and Real Self-Perfection
Day 166: From Anorexia to Bulimia
Day 167: The Big Fall
Day 168: Always Just out of Reach
Day 169: Turning my Back on Anorexia, Anorexia turning its Back on Me
Day 170: Starving and Binging - Two Sides of the Same Coin
Day 171: Hiding behind Anorexia
Day 172: My Dirty Little Secret
Day 173: My Moral Code & Politics

February 2013


Day 174: Don't talk Politics!
Day 175: Mother Knows Best!
Day 176: Does Wisdom come with Age?
Day 177: Ana - I Failed You
Day 178: Fail-You-Are - Redefining Failure
Day 179: You Reap what You Sow
Day 180: Is Instagram Big Brother?
Day 181: Crucified between Past and Future: Re-Defining Anxiety
Day 182: A New Angle on Anger: Re-Defining Anger
Day 183: Anorexia – Lifestyle or Disease?
Day 184: When Food is no longer just Food
Day 185: When Food is no longer just Food – Part 2
Day 186: Baggage from the Past – when is an ED really over?
Day 187: Sinner and Saint of my own Food Religion
Day 188: Releasing Myself from Calorie Obsession – Part 1
Day 189: Releasing Myself from Calorie Obsession – Part 2
Day 190: Giving up on Myself - The Spoiled Brat Syndrome


March 2013


Day 191: Giving up on Myself - My Life is so Rough (Part 2)
Day 192: Giving up on Myself - Happiness Drone (Part 3)
Day 193: Giving up on Myself - The Quick Fix Cycle
Day 194: Giving up on Myself - Idea of Roughness
Day 195: Giving up on Myself - No More Head in the Clouds
Day 196: Irresistible Urge to Resist and Rebel
Day 197: What is going on Inside me?
Day 198: What is going on Inside me? - Part 2

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