I forgive myself that I have
accepted
and allowed myself to believe that I am unable to direct disease as
myself – or that at the least it is something for ‘later in my
process’
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see /
realise / understand that if I am the creator of the tick, the
virus
and the experience of the disease – that I am equally able to direct
the disease as myself since all of these variables / factors were me
already in the first place –I just can’t remember creating it thanks to
this fantastic thing I / we created where we forget all and everything
at the point of ‘death’ and ‘birth’ and cycles of karma which we created
deliberately to remove ourselves from ever taking self-
responsibility
within ‘not remembering’ what we’ve done
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and
realise that ‘directing a disease as myself’ is not at all impossible
within the realisation that I am in fact the creator of and everything
and at the same
time
am part of creation within the realisation that we are all One as
Substance and are all made from the same matter as this Physical Reality
we all share
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have
separated myself from the tick that bit me and all ticks in existence
within believing that “I was the victim of a tick” – instead of
seeing
and realising that the tick(s) is just another part of me as substance
manifested in a different form but is still me in fact within the
context of Physical Oneness an Equality
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and
realise that anything in this world can only ever exist as a reflection
of our nature – and so I cannot
blame
the tick for becoming sick as the tick is merely an external
manifestation of what is already existent here within and as me as my
very beingness and thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed myself to blame a tick for my experience within the attempt of
not having to face my true
parasitic nature which is merely revealed through the externalized manifestation of ticks and other parasites
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe /
trust that it is impossible for me to direct disease as myself and that
it is impossible for me to
change
– without seeing and realising that this is just another excuse /
justification for not taking self-responsibility -- because if I
acknowledge that self-change and
self-trust
is possible within the realisation that I am here as everything in fact
– then this will mean that I will have to take responsibility for
everything that is here as me in fact and get my ass in gear – which is
something I’ve defined as scary and unwanted within myself and believe
that I rather take only limited self-responsibility as the limited
reality which is confined within and as my mind
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and
realise that it is completely possible to
redirect my trust – where I am
able to simply unconditionally redirect my trust of ‘not being able to
change’ to ‘I am able to change’ -- and within that statement – change
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to have
taken the realisation of ‘ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE’ and pull it through into
practical application within every moment and within that I forgive
myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold on to beliefs of
self-limitation within the
religion of myself in the face of the countless
times I have been shown and seen for myself that ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE
When and as I see myself going into an attitude of disbelief, where I do
not trust myself to be able to change / direct myself as disease – I
stop and I breathe – I see and realise that I am the
creator of the
disease as I am the creator of everything and part of creation as
everything – and within the realisation that I am Equal and One with
this physical reality within the sharing of Substance I commit myself to
trust myself and move myself as disease within the understanding that
the disease and my human physical body is me in fact
When and as I see myself postponing walking through a point – within the
belief that ‘I can’t do this’ and ‘it’s something for later in my
process’ and ‘not now / not yet’ – I stop and I breathe – I see and
realise that there’s no point ‘postponing’ to walk through a point if
the point is right here – the point is RIGHT HERE – and not LATER, so I
embrace the point and walk the point unconditionally in
self-trust and
let go of all beliefs of self-limitation
I commit myself to remind myself and everyone else that we are in fact
the creators of everything and are able to direct creation as ourselves
in every possible way – and the only reason I / we are not able to do so
is because we have not yet embraced
self-responsibility within the
realisation that we are One within this Physical Reality as Substance
and have allowed ourselves to remain stuck in fragmented limited
realities of ourselves as we believe that the only thing which is real
is the Mind which for some reason we think is this *amazing* thing,
while it’s the most limited thing existence
When and as I see myself looking at something as it being ‘out there’
and ‘
separate’ from me – I stop and I breathe – I see and realise that
everything in existence is and has always only been an extension and
reflection of ourselves so we can never really ‘observe’ or ‘behold’
anything which is not ME / US – and within that I commit myself to
deconstruct and remove all the layers of separation as beliefs of ‘me
and them’ and ‘
me against the world’ as all I can ever be faced with is
myself and so I commit myself to walk the process of the elimination of
Self as the Mind as this is the most limited reality / version one can
live in and as and I commit myself toembrace/amalgamate/integrate myself into and as the
physical and explore what is possible FOR REAL
When and as I see myself blaming another for an experience I have within
myself such as
disease – I stop and I breathe – I remind myself that I
am the creator of my experience and am perfectly able to direct the
experience/disease as myself Equal and One
I commit myself to show that we cannot blame and point fingers at one
another as everything and everyone are different parts of ourselves
manifested in different externalized forms – but all are me / us in fact
and so whenever we
point fingers we are really just pointing fingers at
ourselves, and so there is no point pointing fingers but to take
self-responsibility as creators and move ourselves Equal and One towards
what is
Best for All so All Parts of ourselves in and as this Physical Reality can be taken Care of Equally within Dignity
When and as I see myself accessing and playing out the belief that ‘I
can’t do this’, ‘it’s impossible’, ‘I
can’t change’ – I stop and I
breathe – I see and realise that this is just another of my ‘tricks’ to
not take self-responsibility and see/realise/understand that I am
perfectly able to change – and so I move my trust of ‘not being able to
change’ to trusting myself as change and I change in fact
When and as I see myself accessing the belief that taking responsibility
for everything which is here as myself which is this Physical Reality
in its entirety is ‘scary’ and ‘unwanted’ – I stop and I breathe – I see
and realise that the only way Self-Responsibility can be Real if it is
Self-Responsibility IN FACT, and this can only happen when everything in
its totality is included within this point of Self-Responsibility and
anything less is not
real Self-Responsibility as one has not accepted
and embraced All Parts of Self as Everything and Everyone in this
Physical Reality and so there is really only one type of
Self-Responsibility and this Self-Responsibility is All Encompassing
When and as I see myself accessing the belief that I am unable to take
Self-Responsibility as All Parts of Myself in and as this Physical
Reality – I stop and I breathe – I see and realise that the scope may
change but the Principle remains the same – and as such, nothing much
changes and my application will be one and the same as acting within the
Principle of what is Best for All within
Self-Honesty
and transforming this World and thus our Nature to one that is Best for
All, so that All Parts of Myself are may be Equal and Equally taken
care of
I commit myself to show that since we can trust we can trust whatever it
is we want – and whatever we trust will be – and as such why not move
our Trust in Separation and Inhumanity to Trust in
Equality and Humanity
as what is Best for All Life and Manifest / Create a World of Equality
At Last
I commit myself to remind myself and others that we are in fact the
creators of everything and everyone as we are of the same source as
Physical Substance and show that we are able to create anything and move
reality into any direction we want – and within that I commit myself to
direct this reality as myself to one of Oneness and Equality where All
Parts of Reality/Creation are
taken care of Equally and Responsibly
