Sunday, 16 March 2008

Self Forgiveness concerning the Ouija Board.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear suing the ouija board.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let Andrea’s story influence and control me as in fear of meeting some evil entity.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that I will be messing with myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the answers that will come out while assisting and supporting.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to fear that I will be unable to be unconditionally there, letting the dimensional being speak.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to start judging myself even before the experience of using a ouija board.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that using the ouija board will provide me of an answer, purpose or higher importance with which I can feed my mind with.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that once I am finally able of using the ouija board as a bridge to communicate, that I might not want to hear or read the answers and let my mind interfere and manipulate the answers.

I forgive msyelf that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that I might feel special when using the ouija board and thus participate in a mindfuck.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that I will be dishonest and that I will be messing with my self.

I forgive myslef that I have accepted and allowed msyelf to have expectations of answers and beings in my mind which I fear that might manifest while using the ouija board.

I forgive msyelf that I have accepted and allowed msyelf to fear that I might panick when using the ouija board out of fear of the outcomes/answers.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed msyelf to fear the dimensional being I will commmunicate with.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that I might not be patient enough to learn to trust myself and to learn the skills of using the ouija board

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that it will be my mind talking instead of life.

I forgive msyelf that I havent accepted and allowed msyelf to built self trust.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to unconditionally just "try" using the ouija board and see what comes isntead of worrying and fearing before anything even happened.

I forgive msyelf that I have accepted and allowed myself to belive that I will still judge myself no matter what.

I forgive msyelf that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that there are many points I am currently not doing self forgiveness on that might make me mess with myself alter.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that I will have no control and thus for having and keeping the illusion of control I start appplying Self Forgiveness.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to trust myself to know when the coin is moving.

I go and try out the ouija board right now, will see what happends
oh no there goes my solar plexus rambeling....

Ok, I'm back haha, I wrote the alphabet and stuff on paper but I'm too chicken scared to do it.
Hmm, just resisting and resisting. SO I thought hmm maybe smoking a cigarette will help me being here but then I jsut smoked and tried not to look at the paper soo aargh.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to decide that I DO NOT HAVE THE GUTS to use the ouija board. yeah Leila, that's common sense, riiight.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed msyelf to judge myself because I didn't apply common sense.
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