I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that process goes by itself and that I have to do nothing.

I forgiver myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hide in and as my mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let my mind direct me instead of me directing myself as life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to sit back in my body and let my mind do "all the work".

I fogive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let scenes that I once saw on tv play in my mind and let past conversations play in my mind that I do not even remember I ever heard them.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to forget most of the moments of my life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am able to forget.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself wanting to forget.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to pretend as if I do not remember.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make up some "funny" details when
I tell someone a story.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to stop when I know I'm talking bullshit and exagerating.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself wanting to be percieved by other people as funny.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myslf wanting to be percieved as funny by other people becasue I want to be liked and accepted by them.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to accept and like myself and thus go search for acceptande and recognition outside of myself with other people.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I need to be accepted and liked by other people in order to like and accept myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I cannot possibly like and accept myself if other people don't accept and like mself first.

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to accept and love myself unconditionally.

I am self acceptance
I am self love
I am here
I am stability whenever wherever
I direct me as life and do what is best for all as one as equal
I do not accept and allow myself to be directed by the mind.
I do not accept and allowed myself to be in, of and as the mind.
I do not accept anything less than who I am.
I am here as breath in every single moment.