some more self forgiveness

My sister gave me the great idea of using a dutch/english dictionary so I don't have to look the words up all the time. By the time I'm through the dictionary my vocabulary will be HUGE hahahaa.

"A new method of learning languages.... through self forgiveness, ooh yeah"

But first the self forgiveness menu of the day.



I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to believe that it is impossible to communicate with animals by talking.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to believe that I will never be able to communicate interdimensionaly.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to stand in oneness and equality with 'our' bird.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to believe that it is impossible to communicate with a strange and crazy bird like 'ours'.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to listen to what the bird has to say.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to separate myself from our bird.

I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to 'see' the bird as one as equal.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to separate myself from animals.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to take animals for granted.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to take the bird for granted.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to believe that birds are dumb.



I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to compare myself with other people.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to comapre myself with other people's processes.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to be jealous because someone else is seemingly further in their process than me.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to see this process as a competition

actual self forgiveness with dictionary

a

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to define 'a' as the first letter of the alphabet.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to define 'a' as a vowel.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to believe that the letter 'a' is a boring one to write with your hand.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to dislike the capital 'a' because that's the first capital I learnt to write when I was little and it was fucking ugly.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to judge a letter on its picture presentation.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to judge letters on the amount of time they are being used in a sentence.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to link the letter 'a' to my name because my name ends with an a.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to define 'a' as a letter.

aai (= stroke or something like that, as in petting )

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to link petting to animals.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to define petting as a sign of good behaviour.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to link 'aai' to the game 'aai poesje'.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to get nervous when hearing or saying 'aai poesje' because it's a game that gets on my nerves.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to believe that the "aai poesje" game gets on my nerves.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to be affected by a game.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to believe that I can be affected by a game.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to give my power and control away to a game.

aal (=european eel)

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to get the shivers when I hear/read tge word aal/eel.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to define an eel to what I've seen on pictures and on tv.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to be scared of eels because in my mind they're slimy.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to be scary in the sea out of fear I might feel a fish against my leg.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to fear fish out of fear that they might hurt me.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to fear being hurt by a fish out of fear that the salty water might make the pain worse.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to fear pain.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to fear being eaten by a shark.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to fear fish because I see them as little sharks.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to fear getting a limb ripped off by a mean shark.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to define sharks as evil just because they look like fish and have weird eyes.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to judge sharks by their picture presentation.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to fear shark because of their teeth.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to fear teeth getting through my skin into my flesh.

aanbranden (= to burn (food))

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to fear letting food burn.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to fear being a terrible cook.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to fear making bad food out of fear that other people might not like it and then not like me.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to care about what other people think of the food I make.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself wanting to be a great cook so that everyone would like me for my food.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself wanting to be liked by everyone.

aandacht (=attention)

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to think while seeing the word "attention" : oh my thats going to be a long list.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to judge the word attention.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself wanting to get attention from the people around me.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself wanting to have attention so I can get some sort of validation that i'm accepted.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to think in my mind "Aaaandacht!Aaandacht" like a schoolteacher.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to link attention to school.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to believe that you need to pay attention while being in class becasue thats what teachers told you all along.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to think "attention" is something negative.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to define people that seek attention as pathetic.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to define myself as pathetic.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to allow and accept the reaction of not wanting to do self forgiveness on the word "attention".
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to think of A. when hearing/seeing/reading the word attention.
I forgive myself that I have allowed msyelf to define A. as the personification of attention.
I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to look beyond A's search for attention.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to believe that everything A does is for getting attention.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to dress up in a certain way to get attention.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to dress up in a certain way to get attention of guys.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to dress up in a certain way to make people jealouse.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to define "getting attention" as "being accepted".
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to seek attention because I want o be accepted.
I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to give myself attention because I haven't accepted myself.
I forgive myself that I have allowed myself not to want to do self forgiveness on certain words because I know it's going to take some more time then on other words.
I forgive myself that I haven't allowed myself to realise that it doesn't matter how long I do forgiveness on whatever words because I will still be applying self forgiveness.