When and as I want to say something to someone and see myself going into
fear within accessing
memories of the past -- I stop and I breathe -- I
see and realise that I am merely accessing and recycling memories from
the past and thus not being here, where I am attempting to impose past
experiences as memories unto the current moment and within that
altering/modifying the present moment into something which it is not --
and so I commit myself to within those moments take a deep
breath and
simply speak, and to break the pattern of the past through me being here
When and as I see myself going into fear when wanting to say something
which is against the grain of what another just said / did -- I stop and
I breathe -- I see and realise how I have created this fear and realise
that I do not have to be
in fear, since I have seen and realised for myself how this construct works and how it does not serve -- thus I stop and I speak
When and as I see myself going into fear of becoming
emotional -- I stop and I breathe -- I see and realise that within fearing becoming
emotional,
I am in fact stating that I am not the directive principle and that I
am a victim of my emotions -- and so I stop this fear and trust myself
as the directive principle and I commit myself to unconditionally be
here and walk through the event
When and as I see myself going into the '
Fear of Speaking Character' -- I
stop and I breathe -- I see and realise that within participating in
the 'Fear of Speaking Character' I am being untrue to myself and
diminishing myself little by little -- revealing to myself how little
self-worth and self-respect I have for myself -- and since this is
something I do not want for myself, I stop and I speak
When and as I see myself being disappointed with myself for having
accessed and played out the 'Fear of Speaking Character' -- I stop and I
breathe -- I see and realise that I have built/created this character
over
time, memory by memory -- and thus it is going to take an equal
process
of deconstruction - removing the layers of information as memories and
practically living the correction over and over again until I have
re-aligned the Fear of Speaking Character as myself to what is
Best for All Life
When and as I see myself going into the fear of '
what if
the person is gonna come back at me' when wanting to speak -- I stop
and I breathe -- I see and realise that if I give in to this fear I am
only ever going to remain a limited version of myself which will always
give into fear and never give herself a break, and since this is
something I do not want to live I commit myself to breathe through the
fear and speak unconditionally no matter the reaction / outcome /
response of the other person -- because no matter what they say, at
least I know I have been true to myself within
allowing myself to speak
When and as I see myself accessing ideas about how conversations are
supposed to go and what I should be like -- I stop and I breathe, I see
and realise that I am limiting myself within wanting to act according to
how I think things *should be* -- where if I see myself being unable to
attain this particular idea, I hold back -- within that I commit myself
to let go of all preconceived ideas of how things should be and should
go and commit myself to unconditionally walk through an event without
fearing the outcome
When and as I see myself accessing the fear of being embarrassed -- I
stop and I breath -- I see and realise that the fear of embarrassment
merely indicates that I am facing a point which I have not yet embraced
as myself, and so I commit myself to unconditionally walk through the
point / event and within doing so embrace the point of embarrassment and
see / realise that I am the
creator of the embarrassment and there is
nothing to be embarrassed about
When and as I see myself
pointing fingers to another as if they are the
reason / cause of my inner experience -- I stop and I breathe -- I see
and realise that I am deflecting taking self-responsibility and so I
stop and direct myself as my inner experience and take responsibility
for my own creation
I commit myself to
purify
my vocabulary to one that is Best for All and within purifying my
vocabulary purifying myself to live words that are best for all
When and as I see myself reaching for the past as memories to tell me
what to do -- I stop and I breathe -- I see and realise that by relying
on the past as memories to tell me what to do I am never going to get
anywhere as I am only
recycling the past into the present -- Instead I
commit myself to breath and trust myself to direct myself within common
sense practicality
When and as I see myself
judging myself as a
child
for not being able to respond to a particular situation -- I stop and I
breathe -- I see and realise that I had not been given / taught
practical tools on how to deal with any and all situations where
emotional possession is one of them -- and so there is no point in
judging myself as within judging myself I am only further limiting
myself and keeping myself from expanding and learning from my mistakes
When and as I see myself taking it personal when a person reacts
emotionally to something I said or did -- I stop and I breathe -- I see
and realise that the other person's reaction is created by them and has
got nothing to do with me /
who I am,
and that I merely functioned as a trigger within that moment which
brought up to the surface something which was already existent within
them before I opened my mouth / did something
I commit myself to establish a
Society which understands the role the Mind plays and how the Mind functions -- where the functioning of the Mind is part of basic
education
so that children may be taught how their own mind and that of others
works so they can see for themselves what happens when someone gets
emotionally possessed, can see how it happened and see that it is not
their fault
I commit myself to expose how children currently are only taught garbage
and no
practical Life skills whatsoever which they can use and apply
every day in their Life to assist and support themselves -- and where
any point of emotional stability only gets addressed with medication to
be suppressed and so the root / cause never gets investigated /
discovered / discussed -- where we end up in a world where no human
really knows how they function and find themselves as
victims to their
own mind unable to take self-responsibility
When and as I see myself holding back on saying something within
accessing the fear of 'how is this going to influence their opinion of
me?' -- I stop and I breathe -- I see and realise that this attitude
does not serve me or anyone else, as I've seen / realised / understood
that not speaking for the sake of maintaining someone's opinion of me is
a permission to abuse -- and since I do not want to stand for abuse I
will not stand for not speaking for the sake of '
being liked' -- and so I commit myself to walk through the fear and simply speak as I know that if I don't I will
regret
it anyway and be disappointed with myself -- and within that create
that exactly which I feared, which is someone not liking me -- and that
person is ME
When and as I see myself wanting to let something potentially harmful go
by unnoticed, because I fear that if I will speak that the person
involved might not like me anymore -- I stop and I breathe -- I see and
realise that this thinking pattern is completely unacceptable and that
me allowing abuse for the sake of me maintaining my 'image' is
completely ludicrous, as I am allowing something
REAL to get damaged for
the sake of up keeping an
ILLUSION which only exists in my head
I commit myself to investigate and expose the
consequences
of the politics/popularity game – where people and beings get hurt as a
result/consequence of someone’s popularity game within ‘wanting to be
liked’ – where we will allow abuse for the sake of people liking us
while this should be of no value whatsoever because what is the point of
being liked by people who abuse / allow abuse anyway?
I commit myself to investigate the nature of ‘
wanting to be liked’
within myself unconditionally as I see that this is not only
self-destructive but destructive to the environment as a whole and
within that I commit myself to restructure my values and priorities to
always respect and maintain what is Best for All Life instead of only
caring about what’s best for my own created personal illusion
